Confidence

Confidence, sometimes I don’t have much confidence and other times I can be very confident in myself. I think it all depends on how I am feeling, how the day is going and what the problem at hand is.

When it comes to taking test and exams in school, doesn't matter if it’s in college or even in high school. I start to have small panic attacks and telling myself that I can’t pass the class and that I am not smart enough to make a good grade on the test. Another time when I am very unconfident about my abilities is when I come into a new place; I become the quietest person in the room. I love talking but I can’t bring myself to go up to someone and start a conversation to save my life.

After I start warming up to people and get to know them I can and will talk your ear off. I will talk to you about any subject under the sun. I am not afraid after I get to know you, we will become best friends. When it comes to tests and exams, after I figure out what is going to be on them, I will not be so nervous and anxious about failing the class. I will not talk down to myself. I will start getting kind of cocky about it, but then I will fail a quiz and then I will find the balance of studying.

Ways in which I can improve my confidence is in breathing deep breathes when studying. Another is not loading myself down with studying or in what I need or more like what I would like to complete for the day. I need learn to set more realistic goals in what homework I want to finish for that day. I need to be taking more breaks in my days, so I am more relaxed and not stressed out. It is like the end of the fourth week of college.

These goals should not be too hard to be able to be done. It is just going to be a matter of accomplishing them. This is going to take a couple of weeks to make them habits. I know that if I just keep telling myself that I can that I can do it and keep a clear head that I will be able to accomplish every single one of my goals.